You chose me, picked me over her, you showed me. You taught me abused and battered people can love whole-heartedly! You chose me. You woke me up and your messages were filled with sincerity, only letting me go to sleep knowing you never regretted me. Boy oh boy am I happy you chose me. My heart pounding with unfamiliar beats, confusion tripping me up but damn not by the feet, stop let's go back to the meet and greet. You chose me. Brought me into your world only leaving the door cracked and well, there goes my fucking curiosity. Not sure how many lives I've got left or if I even started out with nine, damn I wish this cancer was benign. It's spreading through my body and my radiation has almost become my kryptonite. You chose me. Filling me with the illusion that it's just me. Then I realized; yup I had an epiphany, we were only surface deep. But what do you do when your drowning in the shallow end? Late nights in not a second thought about canceling with friends, I thought it was our time to win. Don't you remember, said you had everything that you ever needed after you chose me! Please let's not commit this sin, I get it, your lies are to protect you but they'll hurt me all the way to the end. You chose me. Powdered noses, devilish grins, I can't compete Alejandro I know I won't win. I fought those demons off long ago but they just keep coming back to me again and again. You said there's nothing left between us and demanded I stay cause, cause what? You just said this is the end. You chose me to be your friend til the end, like Chucky killing me while you grin. I love you not even noticing I lost my friend. You chose me.